I don’t think I can handle this any more. I get like 3 hours of sleep a night. Wake up, run my ass off. Go to school. Go to work. Come home and study. And then on top of that I have these stupid guy problems. Which are ALL my fault. If I hadn’t allowed myself to have feelings for this guy I would never have felt this way. What’s worse, I have no one to talk to about all this…
I just can’t seem to be able to separate the physical from the emotional. Fml
There are only two people I would be in a relationship with right now. I can’t be in a relationship with one cause it’s long distance and we never really even get to talk. The other I can’t because quite frankly, that’s just not what he wants. He just wants me for sex. But I want one of them to be my boyfriend ): I want to hear him say I love you. But oh well…
Forever Alone
Honestly there’s like two people at this school that don’t piss me off.
Well… Looks like I may or may not be going back… It all depends on him
Kill me now for feeling this way
Actually… It was good Friday. Easter Sunday is when he rose. And he wasn’t stoned. He was whipped with a 9 tail. Just sayin.
